!!Kids, Kids, and Stress!!
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Here is where you will learn about the life of a stay home mom and her kids. I hope to help others in my situation as well as receive some pointers here and there. Laughter, Frustration, Sadness, Sillieness. That is what you will see here. ENJOY!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

WTF

...is wrong with the public school system? Branden's first week of school, his teacher says he is doing great everyday. However, she was not letting him eat his snack for snack time, instead she was giving him his left over lunch that was all nasty and making him sick. I went off.

Then he has a little head accident at school and no one tells me. I found out when I got pissed about the food, she casually brings up how the lunch room door flung open and smacked him in his head. WTF is wrong with these people???!!! Why wasn't I notified. His teacher does not watch them. Yesterday he came home with a huge chunk of hair missing and all she could say was he had trouble staying quiet and in his seat. So she got her 3rd nasty note from me today.

Then on the news, I don't know all the details...but one of the school's VPs was arrested for soliciting a prostitute, WITH A TEACHER WHO WANTED TO WATCH!!!!!!!!! And us poor folk send our kids on a daily basis to these quacks who think they are all high and mighty. Sorry if I am not writing as much as I used to, I am HARDLY online these days.

I have been helping Ray*Ray get ready for baby CJ. We are having all sorts of fun making things and setting up the room. Hey, I need something to keep my mind off Branden being at school and my so called best friend totally abandoning me because she thinks mothering 2 kids is too much. WTF ever. I am so over this BS. I am coming to grips with the fact that I have no friends, other than Ray*Ray and that I am destined to die a slow painful miserable death by age 43.

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With Love
~M~
: 8:59 AM :

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Monday, August 08, 2005

First Day of What??????

Branden had an awesome first day at school. And let me tell you this…THAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT MADE MY DAY BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to my doctor and waited for ever and a day. Well turns out the doctor has some grudge against me because Josh went to see how much longer it would me and he heard the doc saying *oh great Melissa Willey is here* so I called him a fucking leprechaun and said it in front of 4 people in the waiting room. I said it so loud that people’s heads turned and with that I decided to tell the whole story. I am calling the medical; board people and filing suit on him for defamation of character or some shit…

I am way too depressed to blog all that much right now but I PROMISE I will have some stuff to share with my few readers within a few days…………

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~M~
: 5:12 PM :

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

Downward spiral...


...into a deep depression. You will find this blog copied and pasted in my I Often Wonder About Myself blog.

OK! So a Branden update. We could not find a good private school. We finally found one that we were ready to die for and the $ was outrageous! So we were twiddling our thumbs all day. With that, I went online to look up more info on Cheney (the school he is zoned for) and it really wasn't that bad. Josh's main concern were their test scores. However, over the past 3 years they are gradually coming up. So I told him we should check it out. We went to the school and walked around. Then we ran into a 1st grade teacher who gave us a mini tour and then went and found the principal for us. Branden starts school Monday at 8:45 am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The school does look bad, it's like 50 years old, maybe older. So we looked around and once you get in the actual school part of it, there are nice little gardens and pretty landscaping along with really cute little bistro style benches and seating through out the courtyard. Then we found out that they have broken ground on the *new* school! That's right...they are building a new Cheney right next to the old one. It will open for school next year and over this coming sumer they are tearing down the old school and making it a parking lot and b-bal courts and all. So we are a little less reluctant about Branden going to this school.

Well here is where my spiral begins to take off. Getting Branden ready for bed the other night and we were doing his teeth, he ALWAYS gives you a hard time about the front bottum teeth. Well, he's over here whining about it and when I was done I noticed a little blood behind his teeth, I looked a little closer and saw NEW ADULT TEETH COMING IN TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luckily his teeth are all wiggly and stuff so I don't think he will have to have them pulled, but for now he has 2 rows of teeth and 5 wiggly teeth.

I am so damn nervous about tomorrow! I don't know why it's not like I am the one who has to go to school and get edumacated. (HUKT ON FONICS WORKT 4 ME) I am just so worried that they are going to be calling me because Branden is having problems adjusting or something. What if he wants his bed-bed? What if his little tooth falls out in the middle of class? I know that the teacher is well aware of this kind of stuff and she has done it a million times before but this is my baby! I am going to have a f*ing nervous breakdown! UHG!!!!!!!

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~M~
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Friday, August 05, 2005

READY!!!!! SET!!!!!! VENT!!!!!!


I abso-f*ing-lutly hate the public school system and their f*ed up zones! Here we go…

We live on a zoning border, we live in a nice area not in the hood and a rather quiet place. A few blocks away is a school that is K-8 *damn near unheard of in FL* and it is a SUPER nice school! They are making A’s on FCATs and have been rated an A school for 3 years straight now. HOWEVER!!!!!!!!! We are zoned for a school 15 minutes away, it’s in the F*ING GHETTO and there is a 20 foot sink hole in the parking lot! WTF?!?!?! Josh said he would sell organs on E-Bay before we sent our kids there. I went straight to the school board and was all like yeah…I told the RETARDS in charge of pupil assignment that my son has to go to a school much closer to our home because I CANNOT DRIVE A DAMN CAR!!!!! Yes, I still do not have a DL. For those of you who don’t know why…I have crappy vision and they can’t correct it with glasses because I have another problem that makes my eyes shake and I am totally unable to focus of the eye charts at the DR.

So, on that note, here in hellish FL you must have 20/40 to drive or 20/70 with a note from a licensed ophthalmologist. I have the latter of the two but I haven’t gotten the chance to go get my license yet, not to mention I don’t even want to think about car-in-case-shit.

Back to what I am ranting about…School board said hell no. So we sat there and tried to meet the criteria for another transfer but we are a little short here. Now that our little angel boy is supposed to start school on Monday and he has yet to be registered in a damn school, we are pissed. I am going round and round with these damn people all day. We caved and started looking at private schools….

HELL-MO-FO-NO!!!!!

Finding a private school that is not Christian is flipping impossible! We went for an interview at this place called The Master’s Academy yesterday. What a mess of a nightmare. We knew they were Christian based, they said they were non denominational, they are burning in hell for lying to a member of the clergy! Yeah, that’s right! I AM A REVEREND! I was first ordained in February of 2004. I do not throw God in people’s faces and I am not a holy roller. Basically the church I went through asked all I do is spread the word in my own way. And that I do. I have had many conversations on Him and voiced my opinion on how screwed up religion has become.

Anywho! These people at this school are all about God. Fine! But DO NOT teach my 5 year old kindergarten son that he is going to burn in eternal torment and torched on his first day of school. They are all like “we believe in the written word and no other word, we believe in what the Bible says directly” NO YOU FREAKIN DON’T . If you did then you would not teach poor little kids that God doesn’t love his “lost” children. So me and this stupid _______ ß--(insert word of choice) had it out for a while and decided that I should keep my 75 bux for his application and go elsewhere. I am so totally going to call their bluff.

Their little admissions statement states that they accept any child regardless of race, color, religion, blah blah blah…And apparently this stupid ______ ß (again) didn’t follow her own rules. That school is going to hell in a handbag with their name printed on the handle.

Sorry, this just gets to me. So last night we went online to look for more schools and see what’s up. So does Josh stay home today? NO! I told him flat out last night that he NEEDS to stay home if he wants his son to start school next week. We need to get him enrolled! And I get up this morning, look around the house, but no Josh. Two freaky kids, but no Joshua!

Ok, I am going to go smack myself in the head a few times and wish I were somewhere else, perhaps running through fields of Daisies and Fireflies. A place where life in fact IS always rainbows and butterflies.

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~M~
: 11:54 AM :

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